First day of school

Was fucking lame.
Worst day of my life.
My parents dont get that i hateeeee
fuckkking hate my school.
This kid who use to make fun of me in 8th grade
then had to go away for a year and now hes back
just fucking came back and is already making fun of me again.
I have noone in any of my classes.
Imma fail like alot of my classes.
Spanish is one that im def gonna fail.
UGH
i came home bawling.
My parents dgaf.
so im sitting in my room just bawling about to go laydown.
ugh i fucking hate high school.
I wish i was either out of school or something.
and i told my dad i just want to drop out.
get my GED and shit. and he said if i do that. Hes gonna kick me out.
ugh
i hate life right now.
shoot me?

well here we go...

So, school starts tomorrow
and i woke up at 3
im not gonna be able to sleep tonight.
so that sucks.
The days keep getting worse
and is sound really emo right now.
hahha.
but anyways
Im sick of getting lied too
just tell me the fucking truth.
You dont need to lie there is no point in it. I can handle the truth. Im a big girl now.
UGHHHHHHH
I HATE BOYS!
jerks jerks jerks jerks
well there is an exception
Like Jon, Hes helped me through a lot.
He listens to me rant and just complain about stupid shit that i should even be complaining about. And i thank him so much for that :D
because hes the only one that i have really to go to for this. Because he understands.
UGH.
but anyways.
I think im just gonna go idk.
Waiting for One Tree Hill to come on at 8.
Waiting for my mom to get home.
Waiting for boys to no be such faggots.
Waiting for faggots to be more of a faggot at school tomorrow..
Wow seems like i do alot of waiting...
but anyways.
Here is a rant
Now yall know how pathetic i am. :/



btw.
if a guy says he'll wait for you, no matter how long it is. ITS A FUCKING LIE.
trust me. guys just want one thing. And if they dont get it.... they leave..